6:33 AM and i found it on the floor... It reads...

How can you ask me not to cause chaos. When the world revolves around chaos. How can you think to oppose that view, when without the world revolving around it, we would be consumed by it. It seems to be the equivalent of Freud's psychosexual, sexual desires that make us who we are, as chaos governs how we develop in the world, distinguishing from mild to extreme. What would we do without chaos? Would our perception of the world be seen as so vivid and beautiful if it wasn't for the ill will of the world?

I MIssed Work Today!!!!!

We all make mistakes in life. We all have made excuses for our actions at one time or another. We all have fallin' and seen failure staring down on us. But what makes up for that is your willingness to get back up, with failure lingering over you and dust yourself. And be able to take responsibility for what you have done and didn't do. And to let your mistakes be a "lesson learned." That is one of the great tasks of starting to be who you were meant to be. The beginning of find the truth about your own salvation.- D Mo

Man: His Infancy of the Mind.

I am what they call a acquired taste. I choose conflict over peace, because the latter is what most seeks as the means to a end. But conflict it is a most vigorating thing. Its in the middle, between peace and war. Between the wicked works of evil and the light that guards against it. To seek peace and engage in this solely is so one-sided. The war is the reason for peace. So neglecting the reason for what desire will leave with a emptiness. But conflict, well sparks fly all day. It is the worst place you can be, but at the same time the greatest for enlightenment. So much history there that one lifetime wouldn't be enough to consume the masses of discoveries.

D.W.A. ( Paradox of Strategem), Use@Want This4Eva…

I am at the highest form of a nigga. Not a negro or conscious black. I see the world as a antagonist of my soul. But one day the world will reside as a canvas waiting to be painted by my own sorrowful manifestations as a way of a new artform.

There will come a time when love is love again and past loves will seem to be erased!! But the sublte brush of wind across your wounded skin from life's harsh embrace. Shys you awat from future;s ever wonderful taste, full of flavor from the mysterious of a autonomous blooming day of trees swing from side to side….

When one soul is deeply rotted in such an oppressed familiarity that one brush at changing can't rid the eye of ignorancy. Nor explore the depths of the problem can't merely scratch the surface of a ever toughing layer of skin.

What if God was my brother. And the devil was my sister!(the brother would be older and the sister would be younger than me.

My Scholarship Essay.

I have been asked to do simple things in life. G to school. Be productive. Live life don't just exisit in this world. Play a part in the lives of people less fortunate that need a neacking of light. Do for yur community what is needed and just. Never settle for the injustice that plagues our people. Keep your grades up. Keep your chin up. Use tears as a showing of strength(endurance) not weakness….

I questioned if I would let this goon-mentality persist within me. And I come to the conclusion that as long as there is oppression in the world and the things that accompanies my foe in its quest to keep the wounds of turinity(?). fresh in my fellow man's soul…..(more?) Life Is Like A Box of Chocolate

Don't Copy N Paste ur Life

I once told my soul to be quiet I was wrong for that. That neglect no matter the ugliness and severe tars in it. The blister on it. The metaphysical state silenced. I was wrong for that. I was wrong for resisting the philosopher in(or and) the beast. Now they clash without remorse for the other. But I would of never known it was wrong if I hadn't strayed from the path.- When Doves Cry!!!

You speak about love and how it ran away. But I'm speaking about how love is grander and you turn away. Never to know if my words would bring your foolish peace and harmony for the rest of your days. Momentarily strangle is enough to change your fate how could you not dip nto the pool of propheicies that was grown with faith in the world of forseen realities and pragmatic………

Take me as I am and not as you think I would be. You can't dismiss me as a thug. I am but you just cant say im that thuggish killing woman beating murder, That thug…..

Something's are better left unheard b the ear. (Maybe added to this or separate) The worst death I've seen is the ones that weary is injustly deemed.

As malicious as the doing nothing in the face of oppression, having great vision but lacking sight is enough to make the angels tears fill the Nile River(or you can say ancestors). (indifference or makes the angels indifferent enough to cry or the analyzed minds of rhe world.

With great vision. Better come great sight. Because if not your ideology that you are trying to pertuate on the world will be infinitely(deeply) wrong and eternally false(find a better word)

How you gon wanna beef bout what I said, what have you done, sell a couple of albums, your as good as your next record, but I could not sell another or stop and never alter another world, im looking to see my kids open up a history book and see me in it, your streets might find a record and only mention about you.

Damn, Where did my nigga Truth go?

Before I start this shit off I want to say thanks to Taris Woodall for writing her blog, that in turn propelled me to express something similar. I love the way you put it down, the blog still has the same hard hittin 12’s in the trunk as the day you wrote it. Now its my turn to throw my viewpoints out there with that kountry flavor.

“ Whoever undertakes to set himself up as a judge of Truth and Knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the gods”

Dear Truth,

Where you been hiding? I don’t see you often homie. I speak of you daily and people believe in you, but you are hardly ever present in a conversation. Its always one of your offspring that comes to the table. And even your spouse is there too. Sometimes its a distance cousin, reluntantly hates to admit you are actually adapted and that he only claims you for your fortune and fame that you bring but he tarnishes your name by using it to bring deception and pain. He is a parasite in your macroscope world, which was made evident of the length of time of his symbiosis with you. He use to only be for the birds, he once only existed in a moelcular world and was only to be of spontaneous generation until he evolved in you and took on similar characteristics as you, the host.

You never thought something like him could out shadow you in a million years, but he did it in a couple of centuries. You let your guard down because of your superior attitude towards the world. But the world is made of 2 legged Primates that are bound by trangressions and apetties that crave whatever and would be willing to side with your inferior cousin if it lead to a reward of some sort.

Naw, how can you turn back the hands of time to fix this. Aw we all know you can’t Its only a fet that the divine one can do. But you still have a duty to fight infinite war with the one you so despeized and looked over. But as long as you continue the fight and work your way into parents’ household, then maybe just maybe their children’s generation can help put your incompatious in the past and resume control over the world of ignorance and blind uncertainty that has been infected with the plague that was indirectly your doing.

Sincerely,

S.R.

Damn I think I was kinda harsh on him. Well, thats what was needed to get him thinking. Its hard to just even phathem the whole world telling the truth. But is it possible? Well, I will leave that for you to ponder on. But let me introduce myself, my name is Supreme Reality, but you can call me S.R. I am the twin brother of Truth. I cultivate in homo sapiens’ cognitive processes and create a new found curiosity that end product is seeing as I do. Its a long drawn out procedure, but its hard for them to stop until they can see it for themselces, because its in their human nature to want more and when you give them a stimulus they never had before they want that again and their tolerance for it builds up and they need to recross thershold stimulus again. I became a certain appetite of purity to them. There curiosity, exceeds their fear of failure to discover the end product. As one of my most famous students of world of reality, Albert Einstein said,” The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing.”

Yes, all curiosity has its own reason for existing, no matter how good or bad it comes out to be. But I don’t focus on neither, nor do i have anything to do with how they use it or interpret it. I give them the means to found and explore the purity of reality. And as they found out that this world is far from pure than can be imagined, but at least they can walk in the light and as well as the darkness, literally or figuratively, with both eyes wide open. My teaching methods may lead to the peace of the whole world or World War III, but I have done my job and whatever path my students will seek is up to them and the situation and circumstance this world has placed upont hem. But I can say that knowing the cognitive and behavior behind the human brain, then the majority shall not water down the reality for a lesser stimulus which is insoluble to curiosity.

Thank you for your time, world. I will see you soon if I haven’t already meet you. Naw I leave this to my current student to perceive this and regujatate this in his own tangible words. But I will leave this for you to marinate on while you continue this journey through the world.

“ In order to form an immaculate member of a flock of sheep one must, above all, be a sheep.”    -Albert Einstein

Dear Amber

What's happenin with you shawty. This actually isn't specifically for Amber, but more of the avenue of the world that I am writing to speak to. THis summer has been a eye opener. Truly, it has been full of emotions and trails. Not all good and not all bad. I am now more humble than I ever was before. I think, wait I know I have growed intellectually over the summer. I can't even think to compare this to any other point in my life. The variety of people and resources I have came in contact with has been so enormous that it has took time to process such a overwhelming change and the information I have received has been so influential in my change of life. Don't take this as a complete revelation(because we all have our relapses, its human nature), but as a continous revelation or a ongoing pursuit for the greater welfare of my humanity. This has put in motion a forever evolving and changing of my internal self (in turn will help me in my external self. Please don't mistake this as an overnight celebrity type phenomenon, no its far from that. This has been a work in progress for years. It wasn't apparent to me until recently that I had been preparing myself for this for awhile. I suppose the right factors came into play at the same time(e.g. laid off from work aka recession, burn out from school, a big infactuation with psychology and the mind seeing that I was in the prison of my mind & poverty, and the right biology and, OGs' to tell me and make me understand more of a life I don't want with too many complications risen from the ignornace around my area about every element of a good life, and the works of Plato, Kant,Socrates, and W.E.B. Du Bois, oh and one of the most influential guys of psyh, Sigmund Freud which helped bring more things to the light of my eyes. While also seacrhing for a more spirtual connection with God and trying to overall better myself and helping my circle and network of friends and associates better themselves in all walks of life. I know if I didn't go through what I have in the last two years or more than I don' think I would have reached this point in my life. I was too busy to see anything other than what was in front of me. I am not sure how I will take this new found knowledge and turn it into a abundance of energy for the world, but I have a couple of random ideas, so I will just have to see where the leaves fall. I thank God tat he let me go through this to reopen my eyes to more than just a street life. But it is a reason for every action so I will take it as I had to endure this to be able to speak full hearted to the youth that is endanger of a superficial truth, and that will fall and crumble, just as the poor foundation it was built upon. I refuse to give up on my path to Zion(to the promised Land, heaven, a deeper spritual relationship with God). Ummmm at the moment my words are getting short right now, but for whoever is reading this understand that if you feel indifferent about anything to you to stay in the dark. Dont condemn the unknown, if you have no grounds or research to back up your opposition because thats just plain ignorance and we all need enlightening sometime. Yeah shawty throw them thangs up.

P.S. I rather die a man, than to be an alive slave.( By any means of being a slave toa ny materialism or abtsract feeling , or person.